So it has been a few days since I posted last. At the moment I do have a lot on my mind and just thinking of ways to let it out. First thing is first, so I have sudden been hit up by someone who I haven't heard from in a while. They kind been around, seen them come around but been silent until now. Makes me wonder the motive behind it you, and on my mind is that I have been taken advantage of because of my kindness. I am at a point where I am through with it and can come off wrong at times, but a lot of it is just picking up on things sometimes that I don' like and would state it right then and there. I am not your welcome mat, I am human so if you wonder why I act a certain way towards you think about it before asking me.
In other news in the life of me, things are bumpy but its just writing all these proposals and planning stuff. I am on my grind and I know i am close to where I want to be. I have four more semesters left in school so I am feeling great. I have to wake up early in the morning, but I want to finish this up though. The quote for the day hmm lets see, as you may also notice I type as the thoughts come together. Excuse any typos, please note I do come back and edit them. The quote is "I wear a mask 24/7, because Halloween seems to be everyday for me during the times" Meaning things aren't what they always seem to be. I have come to a point in life where I don't get excited because of certain things until they go through. That is my way of protecting myself from disappoint from which my life has really drilled me about and taught me a lesson. One more thing I would like to say before I go is that Halloween has a totally different meaning from what it is today. Halloween means the eve before all saints day, and you are supposed to truly be in custom as your favorite saint. Now I do not know how it become demonic with all the symbols it has today but that might be something I shall look into.
Lysha Hope everything turns out for the best for you I know things seem rough but you'll pull through.
Signed,
E
1 comment:
Thanks babe. And I'll tell you the same. I hope you soon get over those few bumps and have a smooth ride on life's road.
=)
And with the whole person just coming outta nowhere and hitting you up, I know what you mean. Same thing happened to me this week and I'm wondering, "Where the heck did he come from after all this time? And what does he want?" Maybe we're just thinking about it too hard. Maybe they just don't want anything, but maybe they do. -shrugs. We shall see soon enough. But don't let that bother you.
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